these are mine.
an introduction.
i am attracted to females.
i love men, i will always love men, but i will also always be attracted to women. i love the way our bodies look. our curves, the way a woman can arch her back and it sends a tingle up yours as if you’re sharing a spine.
i am also bad at being attracted to females.
i have no romantic interests in them. none. i do not wish to have a female companion, i do not wish to share secrets in the night or grow old together. i love their bodies, i idolize them, i objectify them. i undress them with my mind and think of them in the ways that they say men do.
i enjoy female pornography.
i think that females are beautiful, and though sometimes crass, two women making love and ravaging each other is far more beautiful than anything done with a man. i love watching them cup each others breasts lovingly, touching each other, watching the electricity move from fingers to flesh.
i sometimes think of women while i am with a man.
i am not embarrassed. it is purely sexual. pure lust. never romantic.